Minggu, 06 Desember 2009

A minute ago!

A minute ago, we were being laugh together. About stupid-things in our past. And about how arrogant we were. Between us seems like a competition, without surrender!!
A minute ago, when I was sit beside U. Imagined about future and children. Or even about our beautiful-life later. Haha, what a foolish fantacy.
Did U know? All of this, made me happy. Forgot all my pain I even didn't know what was it.
All I wanted and dreamed were lost perfectly. And U were my last hope. Other perfect-life I dreamed and a thing I even didn't imagine before (mmm, one year ago).
That U were there (at somewhere), I realized. And I blessed with all my heart.
A minute ago, when I said "gonna miss U, be! Just take care and call me later!". Then I closed your door-cars without looking back. Tried to let U go to your routinity.
But now, U're here. In front of my eyes. With a «damn-shit-nice» smile. And U're looking so satisfy for it. Yess, U prove me that U gonna see me in last minute u have. Even it just stupid challaged I told, but U show me.
And your coming so suprising me. Something I never believe, but U're there.
Yeah, blamming yourself that your smile makes me wanna tell "don't go, please stay here!".
And this's makes me realize about one thing in my past. A time when I was leaving. That was so unforgetable.
Now, U're here! Yess, I know! And this fact makes me feel sad. Yup, sad to let U go. Even I know, that U'll back here.
I'm holding U tight, seems like won't let U go. Last minute U have, u say "I must to go, baby!"
Finally, U up and I still sit on my sillence.
A minute I have being so hard then I say "hold me again and go away!". So warm and I know it gonna be harder to see U leaving. Lit bit sadden.
"Wait me here, baby!", U said.
And I letting U walk away,,

Now I realize, that I've been addict with this man! Being a part of this life.

"Just be back soon!", my mumble.

*inspired by 301109*

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