about P-A-C-A-R?

Kalo dipikir2 lama juga ngilang dari per-blog-an. Kangen juga si,, meski sebenernya masih banyak hal yang jauh lebiiiih dikangenin (red: salah satunya kangen ketemu pacar! Everytime! Wew!).
Cerita tentang pacar, he's old person,, oiii, old disini bukan tua ya,, please deeeh! Gw ga suka om2 kaleee (amit-amit dah!!). Maksudnya dia orng lama gituuuu.. Ato mungkin cuma dia-di dunia ini- yang nafsu liatin gw y?? Oh nooo,, segitu ga asik-kah gw dimata orang2? Hmm.. Whateverrrr.
Kadang kasian juga liatin si pacar yang makin bingung ngadepin sikap n sifat aneh gw. Mulai dari ngambek2 ga penting sampe ngambek2 gara2 mimpi. Oh, teganyaaa gw. Ga pernah ngasi kesempatan buat pembelaan diri, ntah itu reject ☎, ga bales ym ma email ampe banting2 hape sendiri. PaRAHH!
Kalo ditanya, "seberapa sayang ma pacar?". Gw jawab, "SAYAAAANG bangeeet" (red: ini mungkin ada faktor pelet n jampi2 dari si pacar! Hahahaha,, ooops!). Sayang banget ampe pengen aja gw kerjain,, hohoho! "Maaf sayang, pengennya manjain kamu si,, tapi situasi banyakan ga dukung ni!" (Ngelesdotkom).
Entahlah, kalo dipikir-pikir lagi,, perjalanan gw ma si pacar buat jadian emang unik! SANGAT ANEH n PEDE GILA tepatnya! Hmmmm,, lama ga ketemu, tu cwo 'ujug2' sms, dtng ke rumah sok2an bawain bakpia, bsknya maen barengan temen-temen smp buat reunian, bsknya lagi jalan, bsknya lagi jalan n bebi-bebi-an! Wew!! Cwe macam apa gw??? Kapan dia nembaknya?? Ga ada deeehh,, nentuin tanggal jadian juga gara2 iseng ajah!! Wooow,, pasangan macam apa qta?? (red: pernyataan retoris!).
Hmmm, bisa gw tarik kesimpulan; ga perlu waktu buat gw. Just realize kalo gw butuh orang itu n ngerasa dia juga gtu ma gw! And so amaze gtu he felt the same thing! So, we knew that we're completely each other (preeet aah, lebaaay). Dia adalah orang yang bikin gw ketawa-ketawa ga jelas. Bikin gw bisa luapin smua emosi (belum caci maki!!). Dia yang bikin hari-hari gw sangat berwarna, serasa anak tujuh-belasan yang lagi dimabuk kepayang (woalaaaah, segitunyaaaa!!). Dan karena resiko orang yang pacaran jarak jauh, ato bahasa gaulnya LDR (long distance relationshit,, haha) gw kudu sabar2in diri mendam rasa kangen n pengen ngacak2 rambut dia. Aaaaah, ♥ it!! Dan gw yakin rasa sayang dia ke gw lebih besar dari rasa bete dia sehabis gw cuexin gara2 lama bales sms atopun gara2 hal sableng semacam mimpi aneh ma khayalan-khayalan tentang cewe-cewe lain di luar sanaaaa. Wow!!

BEWARE:
Maaf buat orng2 yang kecewa setelah tau gw not a single fighter again! Hahaha,, kek yg ada ajaaa!

PS:
Buat pacar gw; ♥ U, be!! Thanx for being a part of life, believing me n ♡ me with all your heart (hmmm, iya kan??). ♡ the way u are,, jangan pernah berubah ya!!

a day with,,,

not only a day with,,, (exactly) pengen everyday with,,,!! i publish the crazy man (haha, baca: pablis! jadi inget pembicaraan ma pacar beberapa menit lalu ni!).
this's a story,, unusual story for my life. okeh, love-life tepatnyaaaa.

he comes from MARS, setelah lama ngilang karena dijadiin sample makhluk bumi oleh alien2! (kek the X-FILE season si mulder di culik alien n ninggalin si scully dengan ketidakpastian,, fuiiih!). dia (bukan murder!!), orang yang sama bebrapa tahun lamanya yang pernah ada dan pengen banget selalu ada ketika gw 'jatoh' (terjun payung kaleeee). catch me n help me to stand in this crazy world (BERLEBIHAN ga si?).

dia yang diibaratkan a boy, buku tua, pikun, menyebalkan, dan such a lost memory,,, (halahh meuni loba gtu istilahnya!!). orang lama yang terasa baru bukan karena dia anak GAOL, ato sok kebarat-baratan! lebih ke 'dalemannnya' (ooops, jangan mikir 'daleman' dalam versi negative! oh no,,,). i mean 'daleman' disini sifat dia yang dlu gw kenal amat sangat berbeda dengan sekarang. pendiem?? ewww,,, ga deh! more than kek ibu2 yang mo bukaan 4! pemalu? mmmhmm, sedikit! but not in front of me tentunya!! it's ok, asal jangan malu-maluin deh!!

a day with this man,,, sangat interested!! nerima 'daleman' gw yang sesungguhnya (lagi2, please dont think negative about 'daleman'!! okeh?). honestly, i'm the selfish one, kadang menyebalkan, ga banyak ngomong sebenernya (lebih banyak nyusahin karena kerjaannya cuma bilang "o ya?", "ooo..", "hmmmmm,,"! so dia yang lebih banyak ngeluarin tenaga!!!).
a day with him,,, seems like program lama yang di upgrade ke versi terbaru. LEBIH KEREN, dari tampilan sampe 'daleman2nya' (nah, daleman disini lebih ke kecepatan dalam loading, and closing! halah, waeeeee,,, sok ngerti gini gw!!!).
a day with a boy yang memang udah bukan boy lagi,,, we both know that we're two people yang sama2 gengsi bilang I REALLY NEED U,,, (hihi, LEBAY!!).
a day with someone that i really want to spend lot of times,,, MENYEBALKAN SANGATHH if he always say "maaaaaapppppp" (please deh, bukan p! tapi F, say!!).
a day with this person i love,,, BIKIN KANGEN! apalagi after seharian jalan-jalan di SITU GEDE (yang pernah gw promosiin juga di blog ini)!!
a day with U, yang lagi on the way ke JOGJA buat kerja sambilan jadi asisten mamang becak (hehehe,, pisss),,, KEEP FIGHT!!! i'll be waiting here,,,!!!

PS: tampak bingung pengen nulis apa, sekedar menuhin blog ajahhh!
PS: ,,,,, luv my time with my bf!! please, not BLUE FILM!!! BF yang lain!!

THE OLD BOOK,,, not only a book!!

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It’s start from a book. The old book, saved at upper of my rack. A book, everytime I saw just made me hurt! And a book I never been able to throw it, even I really want to do that!!!
This time, without doubted, I open this old book. Page by page,,, don’t care that it’s gonna make me hurt more. A book I finally read not just a cover or conclusion (only). Now, I read every word.
Lot of things unexpected, this book so excited. Every page I read gonna make me laugh. Full of fun. So unbelievable to realize that this is a same book I really hate to have it. The fact that it is a colorful book, don’t wanna move to fast to finish it. I’ve lot of time for it.
THIS OLD BOOK is likes a beautiful gift, have no meaning for people. But full meaning for me. Worth it to be mine, coz it been mine since years ago. YAY!!
Damn, I love it more that hate it before!!!
MY LOVELY BOOK ,,,, not only a book!!!

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ABI URANG SUNDA KEUR NYOBAAN NULIS MAKE BAHASA SUNDA (AUSKNNMBS)!

Samlikum,,
Neupangkeun sisi lain si QUEENIE yeh! Mmmhmmm, nyaeta si nyi-QUEENIE teh urang sunda uy! Trus? Nyaaaa ayeuna ek nyobaan nulis make bahasa sunda we atuuuh, meh ngabuktikeun bahasa sunda bisa diajakan gaulll, jiga bahasa2 lainna. (Hihi,, maksajeung ngaririeutdotcom)

First step nu lumayan muluss, even bahasana rada ancur! Hihi,, hampura aya keneh bahasa baratan, kusabab teu apal make kata naon nu alusna. (Weleh,,welehh,, dong dong dong nya?)

Bahasa sunda teh bahasa aslina orang jawa barat, tapi kadang dipake bahasa gaul oge ku luar jawa ('gede hulu' MODE ON). Bahasa sunda sorangan loba macamna, aya nu lemes jiga orang garut, aya oge nu rada kasar jiga orang bandung. Sedeng orang tasik mah campuran tidua eta. Ngarti teu? *Halah, asa maenkeun si cepot kieu*

Abi urang sunda keur nyobaan nulis make bahasa sunda (AUSKNNMBS). Tapi teu ngarti kudu nulis naon,, nulis bobodoran da lain si jojon, nulis sihir? Ayeuna geus teu zaman si heri puter, atawa nulis carita-carita budak awewe jeung lalaki jajadian dulurna drakula a.k.a vampire? Halahhh, it's iiiiimagination high level!!

Okehlahh, AUSKNNMBS nu titatadi hayang diajar nulis make bahasa sunda ayeuna rada rieut,, rieut da tulisan iyeu mun dipikir-pikir bulak balik belekok a.k.a euweuh ujungna.

Nu bisa ditarik kesimpulan nyaetan this is the first step for ME a.k.a AUSKNNMBS. Soalna bahasa sunda teh salah sahiji culture Indonesia nu kudu dijaga n dilestarikeun. Teu kalah unique jeung bahasa minang ato jawa gitu loooh! Bahasa nu jadi sapopoe rakyat saantero priangan timur. Bahasa nu nyirikeun orang Singaparna, lain Singapura, komo deui Malaysia,, ow ow ow awas ah bisi aya nu nge-klaim deui!

AUSKNNMBS titadi jujumpalikan nengan kata-kata lain da keukeuh hayang nulis make bahasa sunda ayeuna geus bener2 rieut,, rieut da bahasana geus mentok a.k.a empty!

Teu uyeh ya tulisanna?? Baelahhh,, minuhan blog we ahh,, yuuuhuuuu,, (sabodoteuing MODE ON)

Nya atuh, ngke disambung deui lah,,

Manggaaa aaaaahhh,,

X.O.X.O
Queenie bakal balik deui,,

Girl & Boy, The Next Step!

Everything’s looked like usual, boy and girl tried hard to enjoy they own world.
Girl, was busy herself with friends, learned something new (handle business on her-own… yeah the queen on the troane, raiiiiit!!). That’s so perfect world she have.
Then boy, he done lot of new things; games addict and found another new girl in his life to fill in the empty part inside. But deep in his heart, there was somethings never forget.

“Just hear some advice, move on, that’s life!!!”, one quote for both.

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At big room with a beautiful roof from wood in school reunion-ceremony, the atmosphere soooo crowded, lots of laugh, hugs n that’s a damncoolpreatty looks like.
Girl sitting on the blue chair with a glass of OCHA in her hand, looking so nice with a brown dress. And keep smilling when friends say “hi” or just shake hand.
In different side of the room, boy enjoys the sound with his old friends with his big laugh just for reminding about stupid-things they ever done at school last time.
While looking for some drink, boy see girl sitting on the blue chair. Girl he really missed.
Several minutes, boy keeps watching girl, and so surprising that girl catches his eyes finally.
Then boy walking to girl, even his heart sooooo friendless.
“Hey,, Do U mind if I sit here?”, boy with a calm-shit greeting he forces. A girl, try to keep smile,while she looks so awkward.
“Oh, sure,,just come”, girl answers.
“Here, the OCHA,,, Uhmm, as U like huh?”, then girl talk again with the glass he hold, over him.
“Mmhm,, big thanx! I really need it, so thirsty…”, boy talk and reach that cola, uups OCHA (lit bit different of taste!).
The atmosphere between girl n boy so different with people around, so warm and full of laugh. They looks cool-bad-shit atmosphere, without laugh and stupid-things story from the last.
“Where have U been?”, girl finally open her mouth, try hard to not looking her-side.
“Mhhmm, somewhere with someone, is it bad?”, he says with some joke he makes.
“Try to move on with my bored-life!”, boy correctly.
Silent..
“I’m empty, without U! Feels mad, sad and….. unconditionally cant life without U! funny, huh?”, girl grumbles.
“Yeaah, sad to hear,,, You're the one I wish I could forget!!”, boy says.
“There’re times for hating U even just for a while! And the fact that I’m happy for missing U, don’t really care with your respect! Now just wanna speak up! Thinks that not easy to forget, though u're not!!! Hard to belieeeevehhh!!”, girl talk with low voice, then she look him and smile. A beautiful smile she have.

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Boy and girl, sit on waiting room of car washing they first met. The ice have been melted, being something beautiful. Not too late to realize they need each other. Something unpredictable n not only makes them happy, but all of people around veeeeery happy. And YESS, THE FACT IS THEY CANT KEEP THEIR EYES OFF OF ONE EACH OTHER!

PS: hanya lucu2an with my ordinary IMAGINATION. Dengan kosa-kata n tata bahasa yang sangat dipaksakan! SILAHKAN AJA KALO ADA YANG MO PROTES *siap2 ngasah samurai*

PS: for my beloved boy, hihi,,, U KNOW I LUV Yeaaah!!

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ARRGH, THIS CRAZY MAN MAKES ME CRAZY,,!!

I really didn't know why, it's confusing to write something should be a beautiful moment! Yeaah, it's weird, but I'll keep try it! (Semangaaaaaat, Na!!).

I never been thinking that this is 'happen'! Something unpredictable about a man! Give something I really need before, something soooo un-usual that I even can't tell what is the un-usual I mean (halllahhh, sedikit membuat tanda-tanya! Haha).
"I hate to believe that all the man I know just come n go, they never cared what I really felt!", something I ever said last time!

Now, with a smile I say I'm happy to falling in L♡VE with this man, a man who ever thinks that I won't to spending time, a man who ever try hard to forget with all the stuff I have, a man who crush my defence to hate all the man in life, n for sure a man who I wanna talk all nite n allday! YAY!! (BERLEBIHAN ga si?? Hmmm,, kyknya memang terlalu didramatisir deh! Fiuuuh,,).

When people ask, "why?", mmmhm honestly it's complicated to tell n I did't know why I L♡VE this crazy man! Thinks that this man ever makes me crazy before, n (almost) makes me being someone that my family (n people) hate, for sure! (Haha, blaming U,,it's damn-cool thing I must say!! Fiuuuh,,).

Yess, the fact that this man makes me falling in L♡VE (again)!

PS: nulis ape curhat si ni? Halahhh,, but I like this fact!!

PS: thanx for be there, be!! ♥

X.O.X.O

LEBARAAAAAN,,, yay!!

MINAL AIDZIN WAL FAIDZIN, 1 Syawal 1430 H

suara takbir menggema di seluruh pelosok negeri bahkan dunia,, HARI KEMENANGAN telah datang dan seluruh muslim menyambutnya dengan suka cita.
LEBARAN kali ini memang lebih seru, seluruh keluarga kumpul di rumah!! nyekar n makan ketupat plus opor ayam! hmm,,, makasi atas nikmat ini!

malem takbiran bersama sahabat tercinta dan berkumpul bersama keluarga terkasih adalah kombinasi yang ga bisa dipisahkan dan sangat perfecto!! meski mempunyai part-nya masing2!! n i'll miss it,,





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